Oscar M

Thu, Nov 03, 2016 — Tue, Sep 15, 2020

I still can't really put into words how I'm feeling about this. That day plays in my head over & over, you were full of life that morning... Only to come home later on in the evening to you gone. What's going to bother me forever is the not knowing what actually happened to you & for that all I can say is I'm sorry. I'm more upset that I wasn't there for you in your final hours. It kills me..

You are/will always be my lil buddy. I knew this the day I adopted you. I literally came back to the pet store 3 times in a single day to make sure you were still breathing due to seeing you hyperventilating on your side the first visit. You only costed me $20 but I honestly didn't care, you could've been $100 & I'd still pay just because I know you'd be better off with me. I'm sad I didn't get to find out how old you were exactly but I'm happy I was apart of your life's journey even though we butted heads. You leave, myself, your brother's & sister, & every other human heart you've touched behind as you embark on the next chapter of your story.

I Love you Oscar, & I miss you every single day. Going up & down the stairs isn't the same anymore. You'll always be a real one to me.

P.s. I think Mr. Shadow is taking your loss the hardest out of your adopted siblings.

2016/11/03 - 2020/09/15